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AS OF NOW: Im coming to terms with the fact that the days of Mischief Magic are over.

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When I read it, I cried; at the table read, I cried; when we were rehearsing it, I was crying; when the camera was on my back, I was crying. It just was so emotional to me and so heartbreaking because he’s the only thing that matters to her. He will always be her maker, but the fact that that umbilical cord has been cut, that the baby was pushed out of the nest to learn to fly, just felt like a loss to Pam.

-Kristin Baur

Wait. You weren’t supposed to cry in that scene?
It wasn’t scripted, I don’t think. I mean, it was appropriate for the scene. You know, it was just high drama; you’ve been living with this character for a while and a scene like that just kind of drops in your lap and you just lose it. They yell cut and say, “Oh my god. That was amazing!” So I remember being completely surprised by it because it was completely sincere.

Check out the full interview: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/04/10/james-van-der-beek-_n_1413380.html

(Source: youtube.com)

Back to Tampa

So tomorrow I will be back in the warmt of my beloved Tampa Bay c: I miss it, I crave the familiar streets and friends that are at most 30 minutes away. I just… Wanna go home. This is not to say I dont enjoy my time here but I just cant shake home. Atlanta is a city of flashy, arrogant people (Well the ones I saw) Its entirely to busy for absolutely no reason. No one, it seems, wants to see the each other progress. Im just really missing the beach and the sand.. My bestfriend and my other family. I love, love, loveeee being with my mom, time spent with her is never dull. However, happiness lies in Tampa for me, right now!

Found this picture of SAM! Such a great day! 

+ I may be biased because it was my camera that took this picture, but its the spitting image of her personality to me, FREE TO THE CORE! lol ^__^

GPR of the Month!

GPR= GUILTY PLEASURE READS

These are the books that the supposed “readers” like to turn their noses up at! People have different interpretations of whats supposed to make up a great book, but I just think it should leave you feeling something. Something you enjoy feeling. And these books do that for me when I need to get my mind off things. Nothing to complex or to lame. Just right for a rainy Sunday morning C: So cheers to the GPR of the month The Coffin Club.

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When people say these books are children’s books, as if to demean them, I balk. These books dealt with themes that adults do not fully understand or wish to. It dealt with racism, classism, sexism, homophobia, prejudice, and general ignorance. These books taught us that it doesn’t matter how you were raised, but that you get to choose to be kind, loyal, brave, and true. They taught us to be strong under the pressures of this world and to hold fast to what we know to be right. These books taught me so much, they changed me as a person. So just because they’re set against a fantastical backdrop with young protagonists does not mean that their value is any less real.

This.

First book: Starts with the double murder of a pair of twenty-one year olds who were much missed and leaving their baby son a war orphan. A child growing up in abusive conditions that would give Cinderella the horrors. Dealing with peers and teachers who are bullies. The fickleness of fame (from the darling of Gryffindor to the outcast.) The idea that there are things worth fighting and dying for, spoken by the child protagonist. Three children promptly acting on that willingness to sacrifice their lives, and two of them getting injured doing so.

Second book: The equivalent of racism with the pro-pureblood attitude. Plot driven by an eleven year old girl being groomed and then used by a charming, handsome older male. The imbalance of power and resultant abuse inherent in slavery. Fraud perpetuated by stealing something very intimate.

Third book: The equivalent of ableism with a decent, kind and competant adult being considered less than human because he has an illness that adversely affects his behaviour at certain times. A justice system that is the opposite of just. Promises of removing an abused child from the abusive environment can’t always be kept. The innocent suffer while the guilty thrive.

Fouth book: More fickleness of fame. The privileged mistreating and undermining the underprivileged because they can. A master punishing a slave for his own misjudgment, and the slave blaming herself. A sports tournament which involves mortal risk being cheered by spectators. A wonderful young man being murdered simply because he was in the way. A young boy being tortured, humilated and nearly murdered.

Fifth book: PTSD in the teenage protagonist. Severe depression in the protagonist’s godfather, triggered by inherited mental health issues and being forced to stay in a house where abuse occured. A bigoted tyrant who lives to crush everyone under her heel, torturing a teenager for telling the truth in the name of the government (and trying to suck his soul out too). The discovery that your idols can have feet of clay after all. An effort to save the life of someone dear and precious actually costing that very same life. The loss of a father-figure and the resultant guilt.

Sixth book: The idea that a soul can be broken beyond repair. Drugs with the potential for date rape are shown as having achieved exactly that in at least one case, resulting in a pregnancy. Well-meaning chauvinism trying to control the love life of a young woman. Internalised prejuidce resulting in refusing the one you love, not out of lack of love but out of fear of tainting them. The mortality of those that seem powerful and larger than life.

Seventh book: Bad situations can get worse, to the point where even the privileged end up suffering and afraid. More internalised prejudice and fear hysterical terror of tainting those you love. Self-sacrifice and the loss of loved ones, EVERYWHERE. Those who are bitter are often so with a reason. The necessity of defeating your inner demons, even though it’s never as cool as it sounds. Don’t underestimate those that are enslaved. Other people’s culture isn’t always like your own. Things often come full circle (war ending with the death of a dearly-loved pair of new parents and their orphaned baby son living with his dead mother’s blood relative instead of his young godfather). Even if ‘all is well’ the world is still imperfect, because it’s full of us brilliant imperfect humans.

So… still think that Harry Potter is a kid’s series with no depth?

I love this post because we will always carry Potter with us, and with that, it will continue to affect our lives in different ways. It will mean different things to us as we get older. We have basically been changed. Whatever we do, it will always be there. Always.

(Source: fhlostonsparadise)

eatsleepdraw:

“You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That’s where I’ll always love you. That’s where I’ll be waiting.”

Peter Pan


I was devastated when she left. Its one of those moments and novels that makes you think “Damn… Theres no easy solution for anyone”

I fucking HATE ROACHES! At damn near 3:13 this black, slimy MF comes dropping out of the vent and flops so hard onto the floor that I hear him plop! -___- My little sister, being the person she is, brings out the Fabuloso so we could try and kill him… Really?… Household cleaner? The bastard is the size of a small child! So we slapped him with a broom a couple of times and now theres a big cup right over him. Maybe tomorrow i’ll think about how disgusted I am some more!


“Oh my goodness! Thank you so much. Thank you. Wow, I don’t think I will ever accept an award on behalf of so many people. From Ralph Fiennes to Helena Bonham Carter to Hedwig and Dobby and all of them. We have over 200 hundred cast members and I wish they could all be up here with me now. Obviously I share this award in particular with Dan and Rupert. Where ever you are, I hope you’re watching and I miss you both dearly.”

So what. There just happened to be tears in my eyes.

“Oh my goodness! Thank you so much. Thank you. Wow, I don’t think I will ever accept an award on behalf of so many people. From Ralph Fiennes to Helena Bonham Carter to Hedwig and Dobby and all of them. We have over 200 hundred cast members and I wish they could all be up here with me now. Obviously I share this award in particular with Dan and Rupert. Where ever you are, I hope you’re watching and I miss you both dearly.”

So what. There just happened to be tears in my eyes.

(Source: bewitchthemind, via littlemissdorkette)

It’s kinda funny

Its the end of senior year. All my friends are either enyoing the last couple of weeks of school or are at the beach celebrating their pending freedom. Me? Im stuck at home with the worst case of Strep Throat my doctors seen in her office. Yep, life officially sucked at that point -_- For some reason we went to Walmart and I luggged along looking through the entertainment section, like always, and there it was. That cheesy, garbage show i’d heard about all my life. No one I knew ever really watched it. We all assumed it was a very cliched, piece of crap! But since it was running $5 for each season I figured why not. It only went to about S4, and I didnt really plan on finishing it. Long story short I ended up sprawled out on my living room floor with all the blankets and fluids I could stand, dvd player set. I KID YOU NOT, by the time I heard that intro song I was hooked. I mean Id heard the song before, many times. But not this way. Here were these kids in all white, twirling in the sand and laughing aimlessly with one another and it made me feel like I had stumbled upon something I was gonna really appreciate. By the time I had watched all the seasons I could not get enough! I begged my mom to take me back so I could get the rest, but the seasonal promotion for it was over and Walmart had discontinued selling it. I was crushed! Now im 21 and I finally have all the seasons and I still havent watched em all. I guess im stalling because I just dont want Capeside to fade away. I dont want to forget how much it means. Its just a show but for some reason it means more. It could be because I can relate in so many different ways. Who knows? You know, Ive never forgiven Pacey for what he did to Joey. But ive never given up on them either. Ughhh  :D

Are you?

One of the ways to know your a REAL reader?
Even when you pick up a book and the first few chaprters are horrible, you keep reading anyway. Your mind, unlike anyone elses, is nourished by the written word:
The mysteries behind the stoic faces and dark romances kept secret intrigue you. Then, like magic, you find what you’ve never been looking for.
And somehow this simple novel, made up of nothing more than concept and assumptions becomes something great. A rare diary that youve found and keeep close to your heart.


Well… Thats how I found out lol.

P.S. If you dont have any sense of imagination, you should stick to reading only when neccesary.